Dry Pinatas
On mud slime floor
of a gas station sat
a little girl playing
with her plastic limb
as if she knew she hated it.
I understood her private
grueling public grief.
She could not hide
from languid bursts
of quizzing eyes--
fate a crazy, sickening fact
like missing seatbelts
on a bus.

A carrier monkey
of mortal fire--I understood
burned cotton fields
of severed femininity and
waxing waning taxing strength.
Wanted to hold her
in my arms like husks
just do with ears of corn.
Underneath her infant lids
lay incubated hazard zones.
That much missive,
rabid colors of the truth,
I had held like
dry pinatas crumbling.

by Janet I. Buck